Ever had?
Saturday, April 21, 2007

Ever had that one thing that changed your views forever? Ever had that one song or band that changed your life? Ever met that one person who will forever be in your head? Ever heard about one thing and you never forgot it since?

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Day of Silence
Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Did you participate in the "Day of Silence"? I sure didn't. I don't have any stand points in the subject of Gays, Lesbians, Trans gender, etc. I choose to be neutral in that matter. What are you guy's views? Is it persuaded by your beliefs? Or your peers? Or because you just don't like them? Either way, it's your belief and you should stand your ground with it.

In other things more about my personal life, I really like this girl a lot and she likes me. I know what your thinking, "Good deal eh?". Not really, she lives really far away from me, so it wouldn't work out. :-\ too bad she doesn't believe in long distance relationships right? Hm. Its going to be hard finding a girl like that in Eau Claire, thank god I am moving to Texas.

Blah, I am too bored to blog right now, I'll do more tommorow.

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School
Monday, April 16, 2007

Well I am in school right now and it sucks. You might think "computer apps" might be kinda fun because its easy? Well...its a shit class. I still have 2 more months of this so called "easy" class.

Well I guess since this is going to be my last few months in Wisconsin, my friends and I are deciding to record this kick ass song for my going away present. If we make it for the "No-Snow-Show" we are going to preform it. It sounds just dandy don't it? Once we record I'll post up a link to the mp3.

Wow Its too early in the day to blog about anything ain't it? Oh! I remember. My computer apps teacher won't let me microwave my "Chef Boy R'dee" (Spelling?) with her microwave. Something about if I use it, that means everyone else will ask to use it. I think thats bullshit. :) She hates me. Haha.

Well, I'll blog more when I get home. Peace out!

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Hm.
Saturday, April 14, 2007

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Well I was invited to hang out with these 3 girls today, to go to the mall and relax. I am still pondering weather I should go or not. I am not sure because at one point all those three girls were in my mind, and yeah I don't know what will happen to my mind if i go. --- I am probably going to go since I want to go see that new movie called "Disturbia" anyway. --- Well thats the short blog for now and I'll leave you with the daily question.

Were you ever offered to go someplace and made an excuse of why you couldn't go? Then later that person who asked you found out that you were lying and doing something else? How did that make you feel? Hmm....

[Note: I'll finish this blog when i get back. I guess I am going?]

Well I just got back a little bit ago and it wasn't half bad. I also dragged John and Tyler along. I haven't talked to John in a while. When we were walking home we talked alot about personal stuff, he's never been so open to me before. That guy really has changed, for the better of course. We've never connected so much before, I guess its because we are going through the same thing.

When we got home, we played guitar hero and actual guitar. It was pretty insane. It was pretty fun. I guess we are hanging again tomorrow if I can.

Anyways, back to the mall - It was really quiet. :( Like when i got there all we said was "Hi" I was pretty bored. heh. Thats pretty much it. I stayed there for an hour then walked home with John.

I don't have a question to leave you guys with today, but I would like to say, call up an old friend, see what they are up too. You won't regret it.

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An Inconvienant Truth Pt. 2
Friday, April 13, 2007

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My mind is at a state of unstable emotions, these terrible dreams have been occuring and usually my dreams do come true. To be honest, I am scared. Scared to my wits about tonight. I just know something terrible will happen, and I know I can't prevent it.

These emotional & physical pains aren't really helping me. Yes, my anti-depressants helping a bit, but its flirting with the line of working and making me unstable. I really don't need right now, as I have enough shit on my mind. I just don't really know what to do.

Tell me, have you guys ever felt like you did something wrong, and you couldn't of prevented it? I know I have done that. It's to late to change now.

My friends I now leave you with this:
Don't overthink everything, just live life the way you want it to be. Don't be insecure about everything, don't make terrible mistakes that will change you forever...don't be like me.

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An Inconvienant Truth
Thursday, April 12, 2007

"an inconvient truth about something is other wise inevitable for life to resume its process. so why lie about the truth? why even tell the truth? that is for you to decide." - Ben Lehuu

that was what i said to myself today. if the truth really is inconvienent, why would you say it? you guys may not understand the truth, as that quote was really for me. as it depicts my life as of lately.

for the past couple days I have been debating weather being in a band is really nessecary for me. don't take it the wrong way, music is really fun to play; i enjoy playing it very much. but is it really the right time for me to start up a music project. to me that is my inconvient truth. i won't lie about it. i really am in a state of mind where music is tearing me apart. what makes me different from other vocalists or guitar players? what makes my band so different? is there even such a thing called different. as i ponder those questions, i have no other choice but to post pone the things that aren't needed.

it all circles back to the price of fitting in, being yourself, etc. which everyone knows its impossible nowadays to be yourself. you are influenced by others. i won't waste your time saying i am a unique guy. cause i know i am not. i am just your ordinary teenager. stress here and there. depression here and there. not a perfect life.

so is life really rewarding? or is just there to keep you busy? do you really want to be somebody? or just somebody else? it feels as if its me against myself. my life needs a reinvention. i need to start new. move to a new place where no one knows me. so i can start over.

there my friends is where i leave you all.

comment if you wish.

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the truth.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007

you see, the truth is really overrated. it can either get you out of things, or get you in trouble. so when someone asks you to tell the truth, what do you say? do you tell the whole story and let everything out, or do you lie and say i don't know. i personally can't tell you what i'd do, and i don't ask you to tell the whole world what you would do either. just think to your self and ask the question, would i tell the truth? once you have your answer, just follow through. stick with it, and don't deny your answer. cause what you decide now, will decide if you are either a liar or an honest person. think about it.

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