An Inconvienant Truth
Thursday, April 12, 2007
"an inconvient truth about something is other wise inevitable for life to resume its process. so why lie about the truth? why even tell the truth? that is for you to decide." - Ben Lehuu
that was what i said to myself today. if the truth really is inconvienent, why would you say it? you guys may not understand the truth, as that quote was really for me. as it depicts my life as of lately.
for the past couple days I have been debating weather being in a band is really nessecary for me. don't take it the wrong way, music is really fun to play; i enjoy playing it very much. but is it really the right time for me to start up a music project. to me that is my inconvient truth. i won't lie about it. i really am in a state of mind where music is tearing me apart. what makes me different from other vocalists or guitar players? what makes my band so different? is there even such a thing called different. as i ponder those questions, i have no other choice but to post pone the things that aren't needed.
it all circles back to the price of fitting in, being yourself, etc. which everyone knows its impossible nowadays to be yourself. you are influenced by others. i won't waste your time saying i am a unique guy. cause i know i am not. i am just your ordinary teenager. stress here and there. depression here and there. not a perfect life.
so is life really rewarding? or is just there to keep you busy? do you really want to be somebody? or just somebody else? it feels as if its me against myself. my life needs a reinvention. i need to start new. move to a new place where no one knows me. so i can start over.
there my friends is where i leave you all.
comment if you wish.
Written byHoang Kha Lehuu at 7:00 PM
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That quote is amazing.